I'm against abortion...!!!

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!


I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.

Friendster Horoscope for June 11, 2010

The Bottom Line
The happiness you've found is a beautiful thing. You're ready to share it.

In Detail
You are involved with someone you met as if through magic. Just about everything that's happened since seems to have carried that same lovely, magical tone. Today, when jealousy is almost sure to strike, don't let anything endanger what you've got. A little bit of jealousy can be a compliment, which means you love someone enough to value them. Too much implies insecurity, so know where to draw the line

Horoscope...lols

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)[?]
.The Bottom Line
Before stepping into this exciting new situation, make sure you know your limits.

In Detail
Whether or not you're ready for love, it's come looking for you. It may be someone quite unusual, but also somehow giving off reassuringly grounded vibes. Whether you're interested in them for friendship or romance, you're fascinated enough to invest some time and energy too see what happens. Relationships come naturally to you, so get to work -- and don't forget to smile pretty when you introduce yourself!

i will be away soon....

Hey there...i will be missing everything,my family,frens who ever is close to me...btw pls forgive me in what ever thing i have done towards to or what so ever stuff i have done...i hope tat u will forgive me k....=) take gd care and have fun...remember those words i've told u before...i hope u remember it wth ur hearts...smile always and take care =)

Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18) for 23 feb 2010

The Bottom Line
Ouch! Your feelings are easily hurt now. Bundle up in some protective layers.

In Detail
For quite a while, you've been considering what to do about your relationship with a certain possessive someone. Should you end it, slow it down or jump right in? The fact that you're not sure is a statement in itself. You may not want to end the relationship just yet, but keep a careful eye on that jealousy. It seems like a compliment initially, but it can quickly become irksome

friendster horoscope for 23 feb 2010

The Bottom Line
How do you get what you really want? Have you tried asking -- or demanding?

In Detail
You'll be an emotional creature today, that's for sure -- even more so than usual, which is really saying something. That's fine, though, because what you'll be expressing are all good feelings -- most likely because of one particular person who's just made your day, your week and your month. And you're wondering if they might not end up making your year, too. Dab carefully. Don't smear your makeup or make your eyes red.

Dear all, pls take some time to read this beautiful story and message

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up
stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man
took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was
using a wrench..At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due
to multiple fractures.

When the child saw his father.....with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times.

Devastated by his own actions......sitting in front of that car he
looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.

The next day that man committed suicide. . .

Anger and Love have no limits; choose the latter to have a beautiful,
lovely life..... Things are to be used and people are to be loved,
But the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved.

During this year, let's be careful to keep this thought in mind: Things
are to be used, but People are to be loved ...Be yourself.... Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits they become character; Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

Horoscope...lols

VIRGO (The One that Waits)
Dominant in relationships.
Someone loves them right now.
Always wants the last word.
Caring.
Smart.
Loud.
Loyal.
Easy to talk to.
Everything you ever wanted.
Easy to please.
The one and only.

SCORPIO (The Addict)
EXTREMELY adorable.
Intelligent Very Sexy Loves to joke.
Good sense of humour..
Energetic.
Predict future.
GREAT kisser.
Always get what they want.
Attractive.
Easy going.
Loves being in long relationships.
Talkative.
Romantic.
Caring.

LIBRA (The Lame One)
Nice to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly, fun and sweet..
Have own unique appeal.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
However, not the kind of person you wanna mess with...
You might end up crying..

ARIES (The Liar)
Outgoing..
Lovable.
Spontaneous.
Not one to mess with.
Funny.
Excellent kisser.
EXTREMELY adorable.
Loves relationships,
Addictive.
Loud..

AQUARIUS (Does It In The Water)
Trustworthy.
Attractive.
Great kisser.
One of a kind.
Loves being in long-term relationships.
Extremely energetic.
Unpredictable.
Will exceed your expectations.
Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

GEMINI (Irresistible)
Nice.
Love is one of a kind.
Great listeners.
Very Good in the you know where ...
Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.
Trustworthy..
Always happy.
Loud..
Talkative.
Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.
Loves to make out.
Has a beautiful smile.
Generous.
Strong.
THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE..

LEO (The Lion)
Great talker.
Attractive and passionate.
Laid back.
Knows how to have fun.
Is really good at almost anything.
Great kisser.
Unpredictable.
Outgoing.
Down to earth.
Addictive.
Attractive.
Loud.
Loves being in long relationships...
Talkative.
Not one to mess with.
Rare to find.
Good when found.

CANCER (The Cutie)
MOST AMAZING KISSER.
Very high appeal.
Love is one of a kind.
Very romantic.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Entirely creative.
Extremely random and proud of it.
Freak.
Spontaneous.
Great telling stories.
Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it.
Someone you should hold on to.

PISCES (The Partner for Life)
Caring and kind.
Smart.
Centre of attention.
High appeal.
Has the last word.
Good to find, hard to keep.
Fun to be around.
Extremely weird but In a good way.
Good Sense of Humour!!!
Thoughtful.
Always gets what he or she wants.
Loves to joke.
Very popular.
Silly, fun and sweet.

CAPRICORN (The Passionate Lover)
Love to bust.
Nice.
Sassy.
Intelligent.
Sexy.
Predict future.
Irresistible.
Loves being in long relationships.
Great talker.
Always gets what he or she wants.
Cool.
Loves to own Gemini's in sports.
Extremely fun.
Loves to joke.
Smart.

TAURUS (The Tramp)
Aggressive.
Loves being in long relationships.
Likes to give a good fight for what they want.
Extremely outgoing.
Loves to help people in times of need.
Good kisser.
Good personality.
Stubborn.
A caring person.
One of a kind.
Not one to mess with.
Are the most attractive people on earth!

SAGITTARIUS (The Promiscuous One)
Spontaneous.
High appeal.
Rare to find..
Great when found.
Loves being in long relationships.
So much love to give.
Not one to mess with.
Very pretty.
Very romantic.
Nice to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly, fun and sweet.
Have own unique appeal.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Amazing in the you know where..!!!
Not the kind of person you wanna mess with, you might end up crying.

random post

Statement of Love: The Kiss
1. Kiss on the hand
I adore you

2. Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends

3. Kiss on the neck
I want you

4. Kiss on the lips
I love you

5. Kiss on the ears
I am just playing

6. Kiss anywhere else
lets not get carried away

7. Look in your eyes
kiss me

8. Playing with your hair
I can't live without you

9. Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go

Article 2: The Three Steps

1. Girls:
If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.

2. Guys
If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.

3. Guys & Girls
Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.

Article 3: The Commandments

1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.

2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.

3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.


* Remember *
A peach is a peach
A plum is a plum,
A kiss isn't a kiss
Without some tongue.
So open up your mouth
close your eyes,
and give your tongue
some exercise!!!



Here are a few reasons
why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo

2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder

3. How cute they look when they sleep

4. The ease in which they fit into our arms

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world

6. How cute they are when they eat

7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while

8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth

11. How cute they are when they argue

12. The way her hand always finds yours

13. The way they smile

14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight

15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....

16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them

17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'

18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...

19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry

20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly

21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt

22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!

23. The way they say 'I miss you'

24. The way you miss them

25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not.
Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling.Only felt.

hello...

hello there, it's has been a long time i haven post anything at this blog.but today i will write something coz i'm quite free nw and gt nothing to do much.i've been wanting to see some one today and spend time wth her and her sis,but than it's all depend on her coz she's nt feeling well.maybe i should nt put hope on seeing her today.maybe i will go out alone tonight.so yah for the past few days i've been going out wth her,sometimes i get to see her sometimes i dont.hmm...i just dont know why i like to see her,there is something in her tat will always make my heart felt so happy every time i look into her eyes.i dont know hw she really feel towards me but i will nt put to high hope coz i dont want to get disappointed.i hope she really enjoy her day today wth her sis and i shall nt disturb her.i will assure tat will be my last msg to her for the day if she nv reply to me.so ya i plan to go out and walk ard where ever my legs want to brings me to. so yah tat's all i wana say coz i'm tired of writeing coz i'm the type of person who likes to read than write...hehe stay happy ppl =)

some random question in mind and i cant slp...

Do u really love me?
Do u really need me in ur life?
Do u really treat me like someone special?
Will u ever hurt me?
Will u be like those gal's who have hurt my feelings?
Will u give me all ur love and concern?
Will u help me forget bout my past?
Will be a better gal then my ex?
Will we ever be together?
Will i get to see u again?
Can i not be ur friend?
Can i be ur guardian angel?

haix....i hope there is an answer to it...

this is hw i feel abt her

This is the part where i've to be strong and true to my self...i cant lie to my self any more...i hope before she reads this i want to tell her every thing face to face.i did nt get to do it yesterday coz she when hm early...so nw i tell u ppl why she is so special to me...first of all when i first met her on 16 jan 10,my heart tell me smth....tat she was gonna be different from my ex's,but then i tell my self get to know her better....so day by day when i know her better and when my heart has been heal from the stab tat i get from all my ex's.i fell for her.u just imagine...for 12 times in ur life u have been stab wth a knife at ur heart,hw does it feel?hurt? Yes it's very hurt in deed for me....but today my heart have been open back to give love and my self a second chance...she have open my heart coz for me she is the key to every thing in my life...i dont know but i'm gonna say this...i love her so much even every where i go or every second in my life i will always think of her.she is very beautiful,cute and adorable for me....she is a gd person in deed...she also have quit smoking....i dont know why i was so happy when she stop smoking,i guess i love her too much and want the very best for herself....i dont know if she feel the way hw i feel rite nw?

i just hope tat she will be my girl,wife and everything for me.i really3 do love her....but does she love me?i'm nt sure...maybe she just regard me as her bestfren or brother.hmm...it's ok i'm use to it already....and some of the fact is tat i'm nt handsome,i'm ugly,my body are nt nice they are fats,i'm just a simple guy and many more.much2 butter than herself?today...i hope she gonna be my girl friend if we met again...and i hope tat she gave her self a second chance to love a guy.and if i did nt get what i want.it's ok.i already know the answer.i will still be ur bestfren k...=) coz i like to see her smile,she is really2 gd in person and personality...until here my story wth her...gd nyte and sweets dreams...nw is already 2.18 a.m in the morning and my eyes are still red...nvm i'm gonna slp nw...bubye i will update soon...

today 22 Jan 10

today is where i'm nw at hm sitting on my bed matress and type all abt what she and i have done for the past few day..it's was a summery of what we have done....i hope to see her again today....i just dont know why...i like too...

21 Jan 10

Yesterday,was nt a so gd day for her.she had a diarrhea which in mly was sakit perut...i wanted to sent her to the polyclinic but she dont want to...so i cant force her...and abt 2 plus she went to her sis bf hse to see cats coz she and her sis love cat so much...so they are hot,cute and adorable and she is...hehe...i met her after solat asar and i met her at the top floor of her blk...we played the paper plane again until the paper was gone...so we just take a sit to rest and there where i tickles her and make her feel 'geli' in mly....she was so cute when she feel geli...hehe...hais she had to go hm after tat...feel abit sad but i'm fine wth it...coz i really understand her and i dont like to force ppl....

20 Jan 10

same thing happen,i woke on early in the morning and bath and pray and then i go out and buy for her nasi lemak where she told me tat it was her favorite same like mine....she like chicken and i like it too...so i come and fetch her from hm to send her to sch...i hope she really like the nasi lemak i bought for her...and than at night we go out again...this time round we go and buy the shampoo and daun sup....and we headed back to her hse...as we walk back hm, we decided to make an paper plane and test drive it at the top floor of her block..and it was so nice...i gave her my ring and rantai hehe...i gave ot to her so tat she can remember me when i was in camp....n i told her if she still miss me...look at the moon coz i will always look at the stars....than i had to rush to bbdc to learn my driving...and i went back hm after it...

19 Jan 10

on tat day she go to sch like per normal and she went hm straight.i met her again after my practical lesson and after margrib prayer at the mosque.i accompany her study near by her block and then she want to buy shampoo coz it's getting out of stocks....but the shops were close by then...so i send her hm....

On 18 Jan 10

The next day after 17 Jan....i wake up ard 6.10 in the morning.i bath quickly and get ready for my jogging attire. so i get of from hse as quickly as possible and jog to her hse early in the morning...as usually i reach there early and have to wait for her...it's ok for me to wait for a girl than the girl waited for a guy....i just dont feel like it...so i send her to sch tat morning and i went for my morning exercise...and than i pick her up after sch and sent her hm....

On 17 Jan 10

On this day,it was my turn to ask her out,so we plan where to meet at first,and we decide to meet at lakeside mrt,as i arrive there,she was nt there yet.so we decide to meet each other again at lake park.so we walk down the park again and she was tired wth the walking.so we staop for awhile and soon we continue to walk again coz it's hot sitting there. as we walk down the park we saw an icecream uncle hehe...selling ice cream of coz.like the...hehe.than i treat her ice cream...than we continue our way down the park.the park was so long and big...so it's take's us 1 hr to walk from 1 end to another end....as we reach the skate park,my ice have gone and i get to know tat she scared of a dog...dont wrry most of ppl are afraid of dog some are afraid of cat.if ur afraid i'm wth u rite?hehe...so as we walk down and further down...until we reach to the end of it...so we rest at macdonals near taman jurong sheng shiong...i hope i was rite wth tat spelling...i buy two drinks one for me and one for her and we shared a twister fries....than tat was the first time where i feed her the fries useing my hand.she was so cute and adorable at tat time.my heart was like moving very fast every time i was wth her and see her face...i dont know why. so we rest for awhile until it reach abt 6 plus where we headed home....so we walk down and i told her abt my past where i was still in the kindergarden and abt the ring.i hope she remember.so we walk down to stop and take a puff....and then i send her hm...

On 16 Jan 10

This is the day where i first met her.i get to know her from face book (fb).she really recognise me well coz my my name tag...she make friend wth me on msn.than we chat2 and exchange numbers.from there we contacted each other and go out on this day.i think she ask me out...haha lol.i'm nt sure.i just go.at first i feel so shy coz i'm nt handsome,i'm fat and ugly and i met a beautiful girl.yea she is so beautiful to me coz u have nt seen her iner personality.onces u feel it,than u will know.yup she wearing a green box colour t-shirt and black jeans...i was late for a few minites due to smth.i just for get what is it.ok let move forward,so i saw her ard 2 plus at chinese garden mrt station,she was sitting down while waiting for me.i was wearing black shirt and jeans.so i walk from my hse to the station which takes me abt 15 mins to reach.so i was ("haus" in mly) than i buy 2 drink one for me and 1 for her.so we walk down to the park called chinese garden.as we walk down the park,the rain started to drizzle,so we play a guessing game.hw long does it's takes to stop,she guess 1 hrs or more. i guess 30 mins or less...so when it drizzle we stop by a hut which i called it a shelter.so we sat down and chit-chat,and the rain stop abt 15mins and we dicided to take a rest and talk and talk for few hrs.when i dont know what to do,i teach her hw to make a paper plane useing a japanese model...i forget what it's name. so we test-drive the plane if it;s wrks or nt....so we play2 for 1 hrs until we are tired...hehe...than there was where i carry her on my back.at first she was nervous,but then i ask her to calm down,coz i promise her nothing will happen.so i carry her a cross a long bridge in chinese garden.and i put her down after i've cross it.then i have to go to the toilet to make small business...hehe..than after tat we continue to walk ard the park.and as we walk we enter another park called japanese garden,it's was a big and beautiful place which i rarely go in and take a look.she was expert in tat place coz she use to go there to feed the turtle and fishes,hw nice can she be?she was all alone.at that time,n suddently came to my mind is tat if i know her early i will go wth her and feed the turtle and fish.i wont let her be alone any more.so we rest at the park and talk2 abt our self...like get to know session...haha.then as we walk again the sky are getting dark and we went to a twin tower very small and cute...so we go to 1 of the tower and go to the top of it...when i've arrive at the top i was so happy tat the place and the view was so beautiful and it's make my mind and heart at peace...so we talk2 and smth happen all i can say is tat 5-1 hehe....so i fast forward.until a man come and says tat it's has been close so we walk back hm.she wanted to see her frens but then i told her tat i will be a bad idea coz it's already late at night.so i send her under her void deck and i rush to go hm...i took cab hm...and the end...hehe.i hope u understand.my english sucks too k...

Abt me...

This blog, i've created is for someone really special to me...hw special it's u will find out soon.

ok.so i'm just a normal guy,with normal personality,nothing really special abt me,i'm just like other guys out there.but i'm fat,ugly,nt handsome all the bad thing is on me...i just dont know why,i like to look down on my self.i'm a person tat is really bored,so u dont have to make fren wth me k.hehe.my last nick was maxswat, coz last time i watch this movie called s.w.a.t so i want to be 1 of them.i've been hurt 12 times... by love and my heart for love is close.so i create this blog is abt some1 tat i really care,love and special to me.but i'm nt sure if she does feel the same towards me too...nvm...